I remember / je me souviens
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For those limbic bursts of nostalgia, invented by Proust, miniaturized by Nicholson Baker, and freeze-dried by Joe Brainard in his I remember and by Georges Perec in his Je me souviens.

But there are no fractions, the world is an integer
Like us, and like us it can neither stand wholly apart nor disappear.
When one is young it seems like a very strange and safe place,
But now that I have changed it feels merely odd, cold
And full of interest.
          --John Ashbery, "A Wave"

Sometimes I sense that to put real confidence in my memory I have to get to the end of all rememberings. That seems to say that I forego remembering. And now that strikes me as an accurate description of what it is to have confidence in one's memory.
          --Stanley Cavell, The Claim of Reason


Friday, April 20, 2012
I remember that we would tug on the ends of our ponytails to make them tighter (rather than retying them), even though we were told -- by parents or teachers, I can't recall which -- that it would get the hair tangled at the end of the day.

I remember that in kindergarten, almost everyone had short hair with ponytails that stuck up from their heads like little fountains.

I remember the thin black rubber-bands we used for ponytails. Later, we would play with shooting paper pellets out of the rubber-bands. If they were shot right, they could go pretty far and really sting. I think I mostly did this on evening van rides home in the 8th or 9th grade against a group of St. Joseph's boys, playing both at hitting each other's team, and at how many unsuspecting pedestrians we could get from the window.

I remember we were not permitted scrunchies in high school, but it wasn't always clear what the difference was between them and thick rubber-bands, so they were occasionally worn anyway. I was always mystified by the word "scrunchy" -- it evoked crunchiness, which did not fit the object at all.



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